I can really say that at this point of time, I already have so much love to give.
I saw him again, its almost 5 years na pala! . . . And counting! That long years is a storage of the the love that I could give and it has been kept for years.
Nakakatawa lang kasi just today, I found myself happy, happy lang na nag-eexist sa mundo, but just this afternoon, a friend of mine returned and we talked a lot, pati na rin yung status ko. In a relationship ba daw or single pa din. I answered single! Ano pa nga ba? Pero doon ko na naisip, ang haba-haba na pala ng pwede kong maibigay na love! Ang taas-taas na ng love ko ang naghihintay. I realized also na hanggang ngayon, nag-iimagine na ako ng possible kong gawin as a lover to my love one. Yung feeling na siguro pag may ka on na ako, I will always take food care of him, feed him much of what I have, jive with him in all his hobbies and interest, sasamahan siya sa ano mang journey na nais niyang kasama ako. I can do beyond what is of me compared to the past me na masyadong control freak.
I can’t wait to say I LOVE YOU, ikaw o siya na lang TALAGA ang KULANG! That person may be a all vague pa pero kaya pa naman! 🙂 Punong-puno man ako ng love, I could still yse my mind to actually select the person wothy of what I could give.
By the time comes na anjan na siya, siguraduhin lang talaga niyang magiging handa siya sa kaya kong maibigay and to promise himself as well na hindi ko na kaya pang saktan ulit ang puso ko for the unworthy man. FIN